My, how time flies. This blog has been asleep for a while now. Or the owner may have been just a tad lazy. Will resurrect this as soon as time permits. For now, I write to make sense of something.
Do you ever have those days when you feel like everything's in order but somehow, something feels missing? And you can't quite put your finger on it - the world just doesn't make sense for some bizarre reason. You go through the motions of your routine and play the part of an active human being. Be it an employee, student, businessman or a homebody. And yet, that nagging feeling that you are missing out on something big is persistent. You can't concentrate and you question yourself: what am I missing?
Sadly, I cannot answer the questions much to my frustration. I've been literally drowning in a sea of insecurities and uncertainties lately that I can't keep up with all the thoughts zipping inside my head. What keeps me afloat these days is a breath of fresh air. For what it's worth, I hope what I'm focusing on yields something significant. Or can somehow help me make sense of this unsettling pit in my stomach.
I'm happy to stay blue but I'm yearning to go red. I hope the universe is pointing me in the right direction. Or giving me the right signals at least.
